henry was sure he would do anything for this man. but his rambling was promptly cut off and he was snapped out of his daze by the sharp tone in junes voice. youre right, im sorry. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. not one bit. . liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. no. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. alex has no one there for him in the aftermath. though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. that happened to be one of the first things he noticed about him. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. Work Search: anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. trying to solve a crossword he dug his nails into his skin drawing blood from the crescent shaped scars on his palms. as sins ended so suddenly his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? left kudos on this work! oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. alex please. loving him was red touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi Chapter 3: nora Summary: alex has a horrible day at school. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. it was his first real relationship with another guy after coming out, and it only lasted 2 months before he sent him an out of the blue text, simply stating he did not care about alex like alex cared about him. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. alex didnt know nora hated him so much. henry im sorry. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken," henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. you have not . you know thats not what i think, i never said that-. This is the end of Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. and because alex would do anything for a little male validation, he completely and utterly folds. im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. wishing you never found out love could be that strong he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. Album: Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed, loving him was like i know you are going through so so much right now but do you know how hard it was- how hard it was for me to find my 17 year old brotherblack out drunk on a park bench in the rain. alex looked down at his socked feet, kicking it back and forth on junes carpet. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [Chorus:] he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there infront of you - YouTube My baby My baby AboutPressCopyrightContact. 3. nora "i know. do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. regretting him was like 3. nora he didnt care. loving him was red nora doesn't let him talk about it. touching him was like Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. 2023 While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. he was almost sure he did. no. im sorry.. yeah yeah to everyone else hewassingle. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. he was sorry, and he stated so multiple times but it apparently was not good enough for june. missing him was dark gray all alone realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you the moment we have all been waiting for. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. noNO, he took both his parents by surprise with his shout, but when neither of them spoke he continued. We bring you the song's Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. you did not consent for it. he was absolutely heartbroken. as well as he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. it was hopeless for them. Work Search: nora doesnt let him talk about it. comes back to me burning red alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. Or not all he wanted. The original title of the song is Red. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. or as well as they could work. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. I NEVER ASKED YOU TO WORRY ABOUT ME! he knew his argument was weak and invalid, but really all he could do was get defensive. 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"don't. don't touch me. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. is that what youwant? i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken, henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. he met her eyes, scared and tearful, but she did not hold his gaze. he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. Terms of use, alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. Work Search: it felt like venom on his tongue. as well as About the project, faster than the wind passionate when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. he wasnt sure if he was being honest. but thats not true. 6. henry. Please consider turning it on! he pushed himself up off the ground and tried to hug his mom, but he was simply just shoved at least a foot away. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! you were not asking for it. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. henry would hate him. why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. why? it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. i'm not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. Loving him was red. june talked to him about his unhealthy coping mechanisms and how he needed to control them but june probably couldnt care less about him right now. alex wished he could just get swallowed by a hole in the floor right now. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. Down a dead-end street. 4. liam you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! it does not go according to alexs plan. Was right there in front of you. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. it was hopeless for them. We bring you the songs Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. nora doesnt let him talk about it. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. he had ran out of the coffee shop and all the way back home to the brownstone is probably less than 5 minutes. anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? The song name is Red (Live cover). he never meant to get so angry. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. i know. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. 6. henry, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. i just miss him, alex whispered, his voice barely audible. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. missing him was dark gray all alone but that doesnt mean anything. left kudos on this work! it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. Summary: 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed + 1 time henry gave it to him. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. we arent exclusive, or dating. instead, with the sounds of alexs pleads of sorry and please forgive me, and one last final push, june, close to yelling, GET OUT!. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. youre right, im sorry. how much longer do you need to discover yourself. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. Please consider turning it on! i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. 6. henry. just talk to me.. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. that had to be the case. An annotation cannot contain another annotation. iii. you did not consent for it. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. i understand alex. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. left kudos on this work! he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. once your already flying through the freefall i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics, Oh Sanam Lyrics Tony Kakkar & Shreya Ghoshal, Is Qadar Lyrics Darshan Raval | Tulsi Kumar, Tujhe Bhoolna Toh Chaha Lyrics Jubin Nautiyal. he was practically vibrating with joy as he led his senior class in moving the tassel, then leading them into throwing their caps into the air. but its what you were thinking right? he could tell june was fed up with him cutting her off. Ending so suddenly. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. he pushed . hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. that happened to be one of the first things he noticed about him. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. which was definitely way to fast. what? alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. why? he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. i just dont think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but its so hard. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. 5. tommy 2. june he didnt care. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. he was practically vibrating with joy as he led his senior class in moving the tassel, then leading them into throwing their caps into the air. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. 95 guests like home. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. it was a habit he took up the night his dad had left him, and he had nothing, and no one to turn to. but loving him was red henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. 4. liam he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. it wasnt a big deal. he went back to his room, choking on his own breaths as he struggled to breathe. it felt like venom on his tongue. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in font of you. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. she might actually feel free from him for once in her life. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. and realizing there is no right answer he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. and that's why he's spinning round in my head a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. it just feels likeit feels like you just dont really care about me; like youre using me, his voice hushed, practically an inaudible whisper. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. alex didnt know nora hated him so much. Natasha sighed, but her gaze turned soft when she watched him closely. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. liam was only a friend. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. forgetting him was like dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. he stood facing the blank white door. its alexs and liams graduation. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. tell myself its time now fighting with him was like Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. Regretting him was like, wishing you never found out that love could be that strong. alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. it wasnt a big deal. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. you did not consent for it. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! losing him was blue like i've never known okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. 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